my blogging heart hasn't been pumping out very many posts lately, but don't worry.. it's not because I hate blogging. I still love blogs and blogging. It is fascinating to me. It's a weird wonderful world we live in, a world where you can document anything you want and then give it to cyber space, and strange cyber people, to read and respond. It's magical.
I actually have started probably a billion posts the last couple months, but after writing the first sentence lost the mood I was writing in and quit.
I have tried to figure out why, but after thinking for a second lost the care to figure it out and quit.
2010 (pronounced twenty ten, people, no argument)...yes, 2010...
...I'm not ready. And I think I am afraid. Yes, that must be what I am feeling. I feel like something big is coming, and I am not ready. I was thinking, as I was late night reading a few nights ago, how I felt afraid and unprepared, it scares me. But I have never been prepared for anything, I just wing it. I should change that. I will change that. Winging it is fun, and I'm good at it, but I need to be a grown up.
On another note, I have awesome health coverage this year. I fell off a cliff in 2009, and luckily escaped with just scratches and bruises... so I thought I'd bump up my accident insurance this year, just in case. At least I'm ready for adventure, bring on the cliffs.
huh, weird. I'm surprised I finished this.
