I actually have started probably a billion posts the last couple months, but after writing the first sentence lost the mood I was writing in and quit.
I have tried to figure out why, but after thinking for a second lost the care to figure it out and quit.
2010 (pronounced twenty ten, people, no argument)...yes, 2010...
...I'm not ready. And I think I am afraid. Yes, that must be what I am feeling. I feel like something big is coming, and I am not ready. I was thinking, as I was late night reading a few nights ago, how I felt afraid and unprepared, it scares me. But I have never been prepared for anything, I just wing it. I should change that. I will change that. Winging it is fun, and I'm good at it, but I need to be a grown up.
On another note, I have awesome health coverage this year. I fell off a cliff in 2009, and luckily escaped with just scratches and bruises... so I thought I'd bump up my accident insurance this year, just in case. At least I'm ready for adventure, bring on the cliffs.
huh, weird. I'm surprised I finished this.
hey, this is emily parker. found your blog (ya i stalk blogs occasionally, lol). i don't think you ever need to grow up by the way. be responsible yes, but grow up, no.
ReplyDeletenice! I love that you found me!
ReplyDeleteand I agree and don't worry, I doubt I'll ever grow up.
I feel the same way about blogging. I'm this close to quitting and not because I hate it or anything, I'm just not sure...Oh and I totally agree with the twenty ten thing.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you'll be the one having twins by the end of the year! I hope so!!!! So you better bump of your prenatal coverage as well (just in case.)
I have found the only reason why I post is so I can put pictures on. I used to love to write, but have lost the blogging bug as well.
ReplyDeleteI take my blog and make it into a book every year. That is how I am doing my family history. Maybe I will start writing more... who knows.
But I say you and Amanda have to keep going, just for us blog stalkers. If you quit... than 2010 is a bad year.
Even with that great insurance, I suggest you not fall off the cliffs. Maybe just slide around a little.
ReplyDeleteI think this will be a great year, just like all the other ones. It's just the new double-digit part that's scaring you.